I Don’t Know How to Write This….

Hi guys. 

This is some5hing that I didn’t think that I would ever need to write. At least not for a really long time. 

Last night I had to say goodbye to my Grandad. Someone who showed me how to play Mousetrap, taught me how to parallel park and took me and my sister on numerous trips to places I could only dream of as a child.  

He died after a number of strokes in the space of a few hours. It is not something that any of us ever expected at the start of the day. At least he was surrounded by family in the end. My Mam and Aunt have been like a rock keeping the rest of us from breaking apart in the last few hours. 

It sounds so selfish but I have never had to deal with a loss so big before. I don’t know how to cope and I certainly don’t know how to speak to my Grandma. What words do you say to someone who has lost their soul mate? 

Does the pain get any easier guys? 

I will still keep posting. I need to keep doing things otherwise I break down in tears again. I don’t think I can do tutorials but there will be more reviews. 

I’ll see you tomorrow guys.

Love you all. 

Xxx

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About jennywren7

I'm Jennifer; northern beauty blogger and Starbucks addict. I enjoy blogging about various aspects of my life and throwing the odd review and tutorial into the mix. Hope you enjoy reading my various ramblings.
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2 Responses to I Don’t Know How to Write This….

  1. Sorry for your loss. I hope blogging can help ease the sadness a little bit. He is in a happy place 🙂

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  2. Amy says:

    Sorry for your loss, my thoughts and prayers are with you right now.

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